I Thought Exhaustion Was Just Part of It
I got used to planning my life around my cycle. The first two days were the worst. Heavy bleeding. Crushing fatigue. A kind of deep, bone-level exhaustion that sleep never fixed. I would cancel dinners, skip workouts, and push through work meetings with a smile that felt fake.
When I said I was tired, people nodded like it was normal. “Periods are rough.” “You just have low pain tolerance.” “Welcome to womanhood.” After a while, I started wondering if maybe it was just me.
But this didn’t feel like regular tired. It felt like something had been drained out of me every month and never fully replaced.